Duchess Meghan ‘lives in fear’ that her dad will leak their communication
Meghan is adjusting to her role: “She’s very overwhelmed with all the rules of the Palace. She understands why they’re there, but she’s still learning,” the source tells Us. “The Palace has been really good and supportive of her, but she’s still learning her new life.”
The most frustrating part of being a duchess: According to the source, the “most frustrating” part for Meghan, 36, is “not being able to comment” on all of the drama surrounding her father, Thomas Markle. “She’s essentially not able to prevent these kind of stories. Now, everything has to go through official Palace,” the source explains. “She doesn’t have her own publicist, she can’t make any comments on Twitter and she can’t reach out to him to tell him to stop speaking to the press. Her father’s comments have an effect on everything.”
She’s really upset about her dad: “Meghan is so upset over Thomas. She’s upset for a couple of reasons. She doesn’t even know how to communicate with her dad without knowing he won’t exploit her,” the source explains. “She lives in fear that he’ll leak their communication. If he’s spoken this much already, why wouldn’t he leak their conversation?” The source adds that Meghan “cares about her dad,” but simply cannot trust him. “She would like to speak to him, but there is no trust there anymore. And it doesn’t seem like it could ever be rebuilt. The damage is done.”
Again, an unnamed source says the heart attack was faked: “First, he faked this weird heart attack, which he hasn’t admitted was fake, and now he’s doing all these interviews. She has no other choice but to ignore him,” the source tells Us.
Meghan doesn’t GAF about Samantha though: According to the source, however, Samantha “isn’t really a concern” to Meghan. “She hasn’t seen or really spoken to Samantha since she was like 10,” the source tells Us. “They were never close.”