He felt guilt about mourners showing more emotion that he showed
Called mother’s funeral ‘bizarre’, as he and William were smiling.
People’s hands were wet from wiping tears away.
Felt like ‘middle person for their grief’ taking flowers and placing them with others.
Talked about his relationship with his brother William
In school his brother told him, ‘We don’t know each other.’
Had a very similar traumatic experience, and dealt with it in very different ways
He and William ‘begged’ their father not to marry Camilla
Her desire to transform her public image made her ‘dangerous’.
Accuses stepmother of ‘trading information’ to get more positive stories about herself.
Says that this admission turned the now-Queen Consort into a ‘villain’
Harry used to look at videos of his mother, to make himself cry
He only cried once over the death of his mother – when she was buried
Unable to show any emotion’ after her death.
Refused to believe his mother was dead – asked to see photos of crash scene
Saw back of my mum’s head– slumped on the seat.
Eternally grateful for denying me the ability to inflict pain on myself
Taking psychedelic drugs helped him deal with his mom’s death
Called psychedelics like magic mushrooms his ‘medicine’
Joining the military gave him sense of purpose
‘My calling. Felt healing from that.
Helped him turn pain into purpose.
William asked him not to tell Meghan about the fight
Meghan asked about the cuts on his back from the dog bowl.
‘I was like, ‘Oh s***.’ Well, ’cause I’d never seen it.’
Reveals he was not invited on plane to visit the Queen when she was dying
‘I asked my brother, I said ‘what are your plans.’
couple of hours later all the family were jumping on a plane together. I was not invited.
Harry arrived at Balmoral after the Queen had died.
Will never renounce their titles because ‘what difference would it make’
‘Every single time I’ve tried to do it privately there is leaking and planting of stories
The family motto is never complain/never explain. But it’s just a motto.’
Harry admitted that he had not spoken to his brother or his father ‘in a while’
Doesn’t currently call or text William.
He and his father haven’t spoke for quite a while
‘The ball is very much in their court.”
Will openly apologize for anything that we did wrong, but every time we ask, no one’s telling us anything.
Needs to be a constructive conversation, in private that doesn’t get leaked.’